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11 Aug

Well. I do want the Lapband. I kind of panicked for a good few weeks. Everyone was on my case about the dangers of the band and why couldn’t I just lose the weight like a normal person. My mother even said, “Just stop eating. When you get to the weight you want, start eating again. It’s what I do!”.

Dear me.

I have decided to get it done but without anybody’s permission. I’m old enought to decide what is right for me. I’ll have to go back and re-read my previous post, because I actually forget what my issues were!

The way that I see it is: I will get the band. Work hard. If it doesn’t work, so what? I will deal with it then. I WILL do my best though.

Next week I am going to make all of the necessary appointments (blood, scans etc). By mid-January 2012, I will have the band.

Today’s weight: 125kg.

Mental status: all over the freakin’ shop