Phew

25 Jun

It has been confirmed that I do NOT have a leak! I have lost about 5 kg since my last fill, so it seems that my band has just adjusted to that loss by getting looser. I was given another 1ml, which now takes me to a total of 10mls in my 12 ml band. I’m doing ok and don’t seem all that hungry.

Just so happens that I got my period today, and I have been craving junk food. Can’t wait to just get throught his week to see how 10mls will work for me.

I am getting excited about losing more weight. I have never ever looked down into my immediate future and believed that I would be slimmer. But I KNOW that come September, I WILL be slimmer. Its such a freeing feeling. As long as my band does what its meant to these next couple of months, I should do well. I’m just a little scared that I won’t feel the same sort of restriction that I felt at the beginning of my 9ml fill. Has anyone ever gotten to the capacity of their band, and not felt restriction? It scares me to think that this might happen to me!

So, everything for Paris is booked! What the hell am I going to wear!!!!! ARRRGGHHHH!!!! I’m panicking already!!!!

But its a good kind of panic πŸ™‚

I hope everyone is doing well. How is your restriction at the moment?

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4 Responses to “Phew”

  1. Michelle June 25, 2012 at 10:02 pm #

    I’m getting my first fill tomorrow! Hoping it’s kicks me up for July I’d really like to start loosing more…

    • Year2Band July 2, 2012 at 12:53 am #

      Hi Michelle! I am sure you will start losing more. In the begininng, its hard to believe that it will happen, but I promise that it will!

      Thanks for yoru comment πŸ™‚

  2. Jenna June 26, 2012 at 11:34 pm #

    It’s an awesome feeling isn’t it, to know that you can lose the weight and be smaller. I think it’s the biggest step to get over, believing in yourself and telling yourself that you can do it!! And yes, it’s quite exciting too. Have you got ‘goal clothes’ yet? I find that having a pair of jeans to get into really helps keep me focused

    • Year2Band July 2, 2012 at 12:52 am #

      Hi Jenna!! i Have a whole wardrobe full of goal clothes now!!! I also have hanging off a hook on my bedroom wall my favourite dress in a size 16 (not plus size!). it does fit me, but tightly! So my aim is to have it fitting nicely by Paris come October πŸ™‚

      I suppose I am believing in myself now!! It never occured to me that I could believe in myself!! It does make a world of difference. Even in weightloss in ther past I don’t think I ever believed that I COULD do it.

      Thanks for your comment πŸ™‚

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