I used to be fat.



It has been confirmed that I do NOT have a leak! I have lost about 5 kg since my last fill, so it seems that my band has just adjusted to that loss by getting looser. I was given another 1ml, which now takes me to a total of 10mls in my 12 ml band. I’m doing ok and don’t seem all that hungry.

Just so happens that I got my period today, and I have been craving junk food. Can’t wait to just get throught his week to see how 10mls will work for me.

I am getting excited about losing more weight. I have never ever looked down into my immediate future and believed that I would be slimmer. But I KNOW that come September, I WILL be slimmer. Its such a freeing feeling. As long as my band does what its meant to these next couple of months, I should do well. I’m just a little scared that I won’t feel the same sort of restriction that I felt at the beginning of my 9ml fill. Has anyone ever gotten to the capacity of their band, and not felt restriction? It scares me to think that this might happen to me!

So, everything for Paris is booked! What the hell am I going to wear!!!!! ARRRGGHHHH!!!! I’m panicking already!!!!

But its a good kind of panic 🙂

I hope everyone is doing well. How is your restriction at the moment?